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About Me Member Deviously Deviant Antaloh SeugwaltzsanMale/Christmas Island Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Months
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Ohaithere! If you're reading this, chances are you're lost, or something, because I'm not a very interesting person, and chances are that we don't have anything in common! :3

I enjoy:

Roleplaying
Playing MMOs
Playing Xbox Live
Playing StepMania
Looking at cute things
Looking at beautiful things
Communicating with others
Trying to understand things

Seriously, I'm about as dull and nerdy as it gets. <.<; I'm like a turtle without a shell pattern. Can you imagine that? A turtle with a shell that's just one solid color, without any sort of pattern on it? It's already slow enough already- and I know what you're thinking: You should probably give it a good kick, to help it along. Well, you shouldn't- that would hurt the poor thing, and I'm pretty sure that falls under 'animal cruelty', my friend. So, here's whatcha do in your turtle-transportation-predicament.

You spend decades worth of money and research dedicated to building a commercially available, fairly cheap to own and mass produce, teleporters. After years of working through government agencies, taking up a second job and late shifts to make ends meet, meeting someone and settling down with them, starting a family, buying a fish tank for the kids, all that good stuff.

You completely forget that you did all this just to help a turtle get somewhere faster, and by now it's long gone anyway. You die penniless and alone after a lawsuit from a teleporter malfunctioning and someone losing their feet because of it. That's what you get for even THINKING about kicking a turtle. Jerk. <_<

Devious Info

  • Interests: Roleplaying! :3
  • Favourite movie: Hogfather. Simply amazing. ;_;
  • Favourite band or musician: Any of Renard's alter egos. Dunno who he is? YouTube, people, YouTube!! >;O
  • Favourite genre of music: Most recently, speedcore, ala TheQuickBrownFox. x3
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tim Dorsey, a course. :3
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp. P:
  • Favourite game: Team Fortress 2, or anything with 'Guitar Hero' in the title. :3
  • Favourite gaming platform: 360, hands down. :3
  • Personal Quote: The unexamined life is not worth living. - Socrates

Nice guys STILL finish last.

Wed Nov 4, 2009, 4:44 PM
♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...
♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
♥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
♥ To every guy that really would...
♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥ To every guy that holds hands with her...
♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning...
♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...
♥ To every guy that would give his seat up...
♥ To every guy that just wants to cuddle...
♥ To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...
♥ To every guy who told his secrets to her...
♥ To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...
♥ To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...
♥ To every guy that believed in her dreams...
♥ To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...
♥ To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams...
♥ To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door...
♥ To every guy that gave his heart...
♥ To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he's not with her...
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Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore. And because of this, there are not many left out there. I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this because they care more about their image.

- If you are a nice guy, repost this in your journal with the title: "Nice guys STILL finish last.";

- If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way, repost this in your journal with the title: "To Every Guy.".

My own thoughts on this:

I'm usually not one to repost anything- not even this sort of thing. But... This one just kind of hit me. Hard. Reminders that I'm not always up to scratch with how kind of a person I'd like to be. Too much physical contact; too much excess in general. Despite the tone she takes with me, despite being the only person to ever help me feel comfortable around just one person without worrying about what I look like and give me a sense of purpose strong enough to help me want to live, only to take it away as quickly as it came, despite sleeping on the floor of her bedroom last night, being as silent as possible with my breathing due to the tears coming out, despite her growing hatred of me and regret in ever getting to know me, despite my now wavering faith, and questioning myself in wondering if flying out 600 miles to meet, and possibly spend the rest of my life in love with a stranger that I'd never met in person before was really the right decision to make, after giving up the only job I ever had for her, my first and only vehicle, my home. I still love her. And I always will. Always. Even if I don't want to be in this environment with the other people in this house, and don't always want to be around her whenever she hurts my feelings well enough to help me realize yet again that I have no place in existing, I can honestly say that I'll always love her. Always. And though I've STILL yet to think up a way to express this to her, even if it's years down the line, whether we're still together, happily married with a kid or two, or if she turned me away in anger years ago and did everything she could to block all forms of communication with me, I'll try to find a way. I'm not particularly talented with anything, video games aside because they don't really count, and I certainly wouldn't consider myself 'the best' in anything I've ever tried, or even 'great'. I'm a terrible artist, I have no interest in writing as a career since I already know I have nothing of interest to write about, I fail at playing every instrument I've ever tried my hand at, and I'm so ridiculously afraid to go out in public at any time, as well as so effeminate that she hates being seen out with me, even by strangers.

And I still love her. And I always will. And I WILL find a way to express it, even if it takes me several more years.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Her playing an MMO two feet away.
  • Reading: What I just wrote.
  • Watching: What I'm typing right now.
  • Playing: Nothing, at the moment.
  • Eating: A bowl of pasta that she taught me how to make.
  • Drinking: Nothing, which is odd.

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:icontiffawolf:
i tagged u, lol list 10 things about urself in ur journal, get the rules from my journal

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Thanks for the fav!
:iconantaloh:
Ahh, no problem- you earned it, several times over. :3

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:iconledanchr:
Yo! :P
thanks for the fav ^^

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:iconantaloh:
Don't thank me; yer the one who earned it. :3

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:iconsaoirean:
Thank you very much for the fav! I really appreciate it!

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:iconantaloh:
Ahh, it's fine, it's fine; think nothing of it, really. n.n;;

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